you !

whether I should be prepared to lose him? why must this time? why did you suddenly become so? I feel like you do not defending yourself when we fight about her. you dont have to tell me, but I know it. I really give you time to think of all that. but this is already too long. Im tired to cry , for this reason alone. I know, I could not live without you. but I must try, right? I miss our times giggles like crazy when we heard a dog barking. act, seram gak ahh . Im afraid I will not be able to do all the things with you again. can you reply my message and let me know your decision? whatever your decision is , i will try to accept it . i kept thinking about this at school today , i was pretended like nothing happen to me . thanx friends , for really care about me :) still, i need him !
please , tell me ur decision . i had to be 'cengeng' now :(